Well as you all saw my latest art of me sick in bed with a fever, a vomit bucket and a mass amount a medication at hand... 2 days later after drawing that particular picture I checked myself into the ER at the hospital for some really violent vomiting. Seriously it had gotten so bad I couldn't keep water down. -_-

Anyway... I'm really tired of all this crap that has been going on, I mean really... I'm too young for this crap (almost 23). So please take a seat if you haven't already if you already are, hang to something because this will SHOCK those who I didn't call on speed dial when I was told....


I have been diagnosed with Kidney failure!!! :shock:

Yep you read that right. After being miss-diagnosed multiple times at urgent care it turns out to be something worse. On the up side I feel much better. You know, no longer vomiting, coughing that kind of stuff. But I did have a giant needle stuck into my kidney and a few tubes shoved into my chest and into some major arteries for my dialysis.

and to answer a few questions, Yes I will be needing a kidney transplant. I already have family willing to line up to donate so please don't worry over that. The term for the kidney disease I have is Glomerulonephritis. There are certain stages (5 stages to be exact) of this particular disease and I have stage four where my kidneys are starting to harden and die because my autoimmune system is now randomly attacking them. This is a rare disease and the doctors told me they have no idea how it starts but either way they are still shocked beyond belief that a 22, active and healthy young woman with no medical or family history of kidney failure is having kidney failure.

even I'm baffled about it. But either way, all I can do as of now, is keep up a positive attitude, take my meds, go to my dialysis sessions, and follow this new Renal deit which if yo ask me,is the hardest part to accept because of all the things I CAN"T EAT ANYMORE!!!! like olives, I can't eat those anymore T-T....

love and support is always welcome but fear not, I will be like a friggen cockroach and refuse to go away!! *insert evil laugh here*